he is leaving... ;(

"Life isn’t fair. It’s just fairer than death, that’s all."

28th April 2011 - 10:44 am

"lonih.kito kno start hargai maso,emm"

from that message,

i knew that, what I fear most will be reality.

I started having gloomy feeling.

It felt like, I'll cry all day if that will makes him stay.

So, here the real deal.

After few days been thinking about it,

he (my loved ones)

and his family finally decided,

he'll further his study to Egypt.

6 years.

6 long years.emm

i'll do anything to makes him stay,

but I can't. Although he said,

things are still uncertain,

but my heart says,

he'll leave.

Its his future.

his dreams.

Dr. Zulkarnain.

no matter how hard it is.

I'll stay faithful.

I'll wait for him.

InsyaAllah.

6 long years... I'll be waiting by. I will. InsyaAllah.