Thursday, April 28, 2011

he is leaving... ;(



"Life isn’t fair. It’s just fairer than death, that’s all."

28th April 2011 - 10:44 am
"lonih.kito kno start hargai maso,emm"

from that message,
i knew that, what I fear most will be reality.
I started having gloomy feeling.
It felt like, I'll cry all day if that will makes him stay.

So, here the real deal.
After few days been thinking about it,
he (my loved ones)
and his family finally decided,
he'll further his study to Egypt.
6 years.
6 long years.emm

i'll do anything to makes him stay,
but I can't. Although he said,
things are still uncertain,
but my heart says,
he'll leave.
Its his future.
his dreams.
Dr. Zulkarnain.
no matter how hard it is.
I'll stay faithful.
I'll wait for him.
InsyaAllah.




6 long years... I'll be waiting by. I will. InsyaAllah.

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

A Year Had Passed (^.^)

Salam.
Wow, it's been about a year since my last post.
So, after a long period, finally I decide that,
I should start blogging again.
Been having lots of thought in my mind which
I can't really express to others,
so, why not start blogging again?
At least I can lessen my burden by writing here.

Well, about a year ago,
I started my life as matriculation student,
and now, as time passed,
I already finished it.
I'm currently being a full time driver to my mum.
Yeay !

Lots of things happened within a year,
matriculation life which I assumed as a HEAVY burden,
is now a memory which I'll never want to forget.
I found great friends, which I already miss ;(
new experiences which makes me matured enough...
(or a bit.hehe)
and I found the love of my life.
(can't believe it myself,but its true)
So many things happened,
so many smiles which brings happiness,
and of course tears of sadness.
Its the bittersweet of life right?

I'll be blogging everyday? haha
wish so.
Till then, bye.


"One of the most important lessons
that experience teaches is that,
on the whole, success depends more upon character
than upon either intellect or fortune "