...

Love is when he is leaving but you still smile

and say I'm happy for you,

when all you really do is cry.”

Hanamizuki

"may your love will be bloom for a hundred years"

Just watched this movie yesterday, came across it while i was

searching for movies to watch at mysoju.com.

When I saw the poster, I got really excited,

since both of the main lead are my fav.

Plus, once I saw the preview on youtube,

I've found out that the movie is produced by the

same producer which produced Koizora - Sky of Love.

(another fav movie of mine.wee~)

Taken from Hitoto yo's hit single, Hanamizuki, is delivering romantic drama to you.

The tittle itself is literally mean Flowering Dogwood. It's a love triangle story for sure.

Our heroine, Sae (Aragaki Yui) is a girl who aim to enter university in Tokyo,

while Kohei (Toma) is planning to succeed the family business as fisherman.

They meet and fall in love.

Due to circumstances, they have to deal with long distance relationship.

However, it's hard for them to keep it going. They have to end it.
And after ten years...

Somehow, this movie makes me sad.

I have the exact same feeling with Kohei-kun (the main lead),

at the beginning of the story, when Sae want to

further her study away from him,

he kept saying that he'll support her,

though deep in his heart,

he wanted her to stay.

Thats how I feel right now.

(sigh)

By the way, its a nice movie,

can make you cry.

You should watch it if you have time !

he is leaving... ;(

"Life isn’t fair. It’s just fairer than death, that’s all."

28th April 2011 - 10:44 am

"lonih.kito kno start hargai maso,emm"

from that message,

i knew that, what I fear most will be reality.

I started having gloomy feeling.

It felt like, I'll cry all day if that will makes him stay.

So, here the real deal.

After few days been thinking about it,

he (my loved ones)

and his family finally decided,

he'll further his study to Egypt.

6 years.

6 long years.emm

i'll do anything to makes him stay,

but I can't. Although he said,

things are still uncertain,

but my heart says,

he'll leave.

Its his future.

his dreams.

Dr. Zulkarnain.

no matter how hard it is.

I'll stay faithful.

I'll wait for him.

InsyaAllah.

6 long years... I'll be waiting by. I will. InsyaAllah.

A Year Had Passed (^.^)

Salam.

Wow, it's been about a year since my last post.

So, after a long period, finally I decide that,

I should start blogging again.

Been having lots of thought in my mind which

I can't really express to others,

so, why not start blogging again?

At least I can lessen my burden by writing here.

Well, about a year ago,

I started my life as matriculation student,

and now, as time passed,

I already finished it.

I'm currently being a full time driver to my mum.

Yeay !

Lots of things happened within a year,

matriculation life which I assumed as a HEAVY burden,

is now a memory which I'll never want to forget.

I found great friends, which I already miss ;(

new experiences which makes me matured enough...

(or a bit.hehe)

and I found the love of my life.

(can't believe it myself,but its true)

So many things happened,

so many smiles which brings happiness,

and of course tears of sadness.

Its the bittersweet of life right?

I'll be blogging everyday? haha

wish so.

Till then, bye.

"One of the most important lessons

that experience teaches is that,

on the whole, success depends more upon character

than upon either intellect or fortune "

a heartwarming surprise. =)

When it hurts to look back,
and you’re scared to look ahead,
you can look beside you and
your best friend will be there.

a lil introduction, from left : nadia,meda n me.

so,here is the story.
i'm going away soon.real soon.to further my study to be exact.
so,parting is one of the things tht you'll found
once you had a meeting.
so, thnking of our farewell,
meda came up with an idea.
to surprise me.
her sidekick : nadia.

3rd May, 2010

it was a very busy day for me.yupp.BUSY.
with all the magazine distribution stuff,
matriks' preparation, going to bank and all,
i couldnt meet up with nadia n meda.
i was so UPSET.really.
so after arriving home,around 5 pm,
i received a call from meda,asking bout where I am
at tht moment.i thought she wants to meet,
but she said, she nearly home.
so, again, i was frustrated.
with tht feeling, i sat in front of the laptop
and start brwsing here and there.
about 10 minutes later, i heard sound of car's engine.
my bro said, a swift was here.
so I went to take a peak,
to my surprise, nadia n meda came out from the car.
with a bouquet of roses.
2 white roses to be precise.
combined with purple flowers.
my FAV colour. =)
a farewell surprise for me,
and I love it so much !

thanks meda and nadia.
wish that our friendship will last till my last breath.
friends like you are gift sent from God.
i'll miss both of you dearly.
v(^o^)v

i love the flowers.so much ! thanks !

We all take different paths in life,
but no matter where we go,
we take a little of each other everywhere.

Stars.Bintang

“You're like a bright, shining star.
When I receive that light,
I feel brighter and also darker.
When it’s bright I get my hopes up,
and when it darkens I feel disappointment.
I hate myself for this and feel ashamed.”

3rd April 2010 - A date to remember.

"Even little hope can makes people sad and cry."

3rd April 2010
TVXQ stop their activity for unknown amount of time.


Nothing last forever... *sigh*

My faith is shaking ?

I doubt that.

Once a Cassiopeia means forever a Cassiopeia.

in other words,

till the day I die.


Seriously, too much to handle today.
Too many tears.